It’s how you love well

Love above all things

Love above how much you pray and how well you pray

Love above religion

Love for the way you cry and hurt with people

Love in the way you forgive those who have hurt you

Love the way you allow your heart to feel

Love the way you open your heart despite the risk of pain

Love the way you experience the pain but decide to keep loving

Love above all

Love does absolutely useless things. It flounders about on the yard, afternoon sun, staring up at clouds. Love chats for way too long talking of hearts’ deepest wounds and deepest longing.

Love is wasteful. Love pours out expensive fragrance on Jesus feet. It’s counter productive and is not measured by cost.

Love doesn’t count the cost, it pours out in endless obsession. Love cries many tears, it’s unmeasurable.

The world without love is scary, it is filled with fear. Love warms the heart like a cup of coffee. Love is open, unafraid, doesn’t count how long or how wide. Time doesn’t seem to matter when love is involved.

How well do you love?

God is asking you to open your heart today. Stop counting, stop using your head, stop thinking, when’s the last time you felt the pain? Even if it’s the pain of betrayal.

You can have the right answers, but it’s not about right or wrong, it’s about kneeling with those who have been accused and wrapping your arms around them- you are free, that’s what Jesus did.

He didn’t judge, He didn’t condemn, He only loved.

Love is scary because it means you will feel as much as the other feels, you will hurt with them.

It means people will surely disappoint you at one point, they have the power to betray you. But that is love, there is a risk.

God will never forsake or leave you. His ways are perfect. He will always fill the void others cannot fill. He is the perfect husband.

I love you, you who read my blog. I don’t know you but today I am praying for your heart.

May the Lord open your heart. Because He loves you unconditionally. Jesus is the one you’ve been looking for. He can fill every desire in your heart. He will never leave nor forsake you.

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Above is a picture of my pod and a lady I ministered to last year, she works at the same place. Good to see the same faces filled with more hope and joy second and third time around!

Prophetic word- Set free from spirit of lack and bondage to death. God has anointed me to set people free from a spirit of lack and fear of lack.

My story-

I was working since the age of 8. I felt like I was an orphan because of words spoken over me. I felt like I was a burden to my mother who was a single mother. I felt like a financial burden so because of that I started working to become financially independent. I never relied on anyone.

But I felt unworthy and I felt like I never had enough. I felt like I wasn’t enough. Then God told me to sell everything and follow Him and at that time He told me to surrender $200, all that I had as I still needed $750 for rent and was late.

I remember so clearly at the altar He asked me “whose house are you building, yours or mine?”

I said Jesus, yours. I’m all yours, everything. I was weeping. I had tried to build my house, my life, I hadn’t surrendered everything and at that point I did. I surrendered my relationship, which wasn’t my life partner. I lost many friends back then.

I ended up moving back home and it was the first time I started to really get financial support from my mother. Even though she accused me, I realized that’s what being a child of God is like, you don’t earn your money, you receive it as a child.

I started to learn that I am a child of God and not an orphan.

I felt alone and like an orphan all my life. I was striving and unable to rest.

The two years I lived at home God told me to rest and that’s when I learned true grace. He says you are the righteousness of Christ Jesus, there is no condemnation for those in Christ Jesus.

I had nothing to boast in but that I’m righteous by the blood of Jesus, I’m not righteous by my works, by my career, by my accomplishments and accolades, by my savings account, by my possessions, by my reputation, by my family or friends.

I’m righteous by the blood of Jesus.

I had to lose everything to gain the one thing I needed to boast in alone.

Grace, not my works. But the finished work of Jesus on the cross.

If I boast in anything I can do for myself, I’m not living by the power of the Holy Spirit- I’m living under the law and where the law is there is the consequences of death.

When you work for your blessings- you only get that. 1 plus 1 (you and striving) is 2 (limited supply).

When know you are a child of God, Jesus= unlimited supply.

God told me that I deliver people out of Egypt, a land of slavery. In the land of slavery, they were slaves but they were regularly fed, even if it was mush.

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In the promised land, they had to trust God to provide. They maybe didn’t know where the meals were coming from. But they had to partake freely without fear that they would run out.

He asks me to ask people to give their way out of slavery. It’s a seed of faith to say God I trust you will deliver me, not by my works but by grace.

I have been prophesying over people to leave their land of slavery (their career, a job, a city, a source of stability) and follow Jesus wholeheartedly; and right now a lot of people are getting offended because there is a strong root of lack in people, what is this root?

Fear of lack.

Fear that God won’t take care of them, that God will not provide, that God will leave them.

I’ve been helping people out of Egypt. Whether it’s a bondage of lack or idol worship, relationships, career that are idols and keep them in slavery.

That is why the offense and hurt is becoming greater because there’s a spiritual stronghold and fear is coming out. Where there is control, there is fear. You can deny it but this is what God is telling me.

Why isn’t God telling you? Because most people won’t listen. That is why He’s sending a messenger who will say it. I may lose many friends because of it. That’s okay. I’m following Jesus, not friends.

There is a massive migration of people going into the promise land, but the promise land means you will need to break off the yoke of slavery, idol worship of relying on what you can do in your flesh.

I have been called to be a deliver. You can shoot the messenger but God’s intention is to free you from bondage! It’s a bondage!!!! It’s not an aspiration or a goal!

You are living in fear and God is breaking off the yoke of slavery! He wants you to trust in Him completely!!!! Not your career, your work, your money!!!! Not your savings account!!!! Not what you can do in your flesh!!!!!

God is calling His people to trust and follow Him!!! Trust that God is leading you! That God will provide! His ways are greater than yours! His plans higher than yours! He is a good papa!

Why won’t you trust me says the Lord. My plans are to prosper you not to harm you. My plans are greater than your small dreams. Your dreams are too small.

Why don’t you stop making plans and follow your lover, Jesus.

Just follow His voice! Not your plans.

I break off the fear and spirit of slavery in Jesus name!

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Prophetic dream- YOU ARE OUTGROWING your environment! It’s time to rise! HOLY SPIRIT is doing the impossible and you can ONLY move with Him NOW!

I had a dream I was playing in a playground with a girl and she went to the store and saw little pants, they were really cool and I said I wish they had it in my size but they were all too small.

And they were playing with a carriage thing and they said it’s flying by the Holy Spirit!

When I woke up I had vision where there was fire burning from my bed all the way out and I was also very hot. During dinner I had hotpot and invited my host to share the dinner with me. The worker tried to extinguish the fire under but several times the fire kept burning and they couldn’t extinguish it. At first the fire was so lit that it went outside the pot, almost burning my hand.

You will either fly by the Holy Spirit or live by the flesh. Choose today who you will serve, your logic or Jesus. Because those who move by the Holy Spirit will be pronounced and elevated, people will take notice. They will ask why and how? How is that person burning with power????

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I hear the Lord say choose today who you will serve! He is beckoning the ones the remnant who are willing to leave everything behind and follow Him – like me, who will trust Him to provide, to walk into the darkest places and proclaim freedom to the captives. He is beckoning the love filled ones- who do you love more? Your life or me?????

I am filled with so much fire I am ready to preach a whole stadium down.

I feel an urgency to wake up the church, wake up the people of God.

Wake up!!! Stop putting your idols first, your sense of security, your small jobs and small lives.

You have the risen one inside of you!!!! The presence of God inside of you! Rise up and walk like it! Live like it! Stop holding onto your little earthly security!!

I have walked the talk for the last year where I saw God do miracles. Though it was really scary I suddenly burn with even more passion!!!! There were days I’d seriously didn’t know if I would have a place to stay or money for food. But God would provide, always. This is the type of faith I live. I don’t question God, He is all I have. Plan a is always God. I don’t have a plan b.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me! When God says go to this city in 2 days time, I Go! I don’t question God. I live only for Him!

He provides for me, His prophet and child! I’m John the Baptist making a way for Jesus- our Lord!!!

Who wants to say yes to Jesus???? This is not an ordinary blog. It’s a spirit filled blog.

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God is bringing us into a season where we will find belonging. However as we all know, this comes with new territory of speaking up in spite of what others think, even and especially with the ones you love.

Fears-

I’m recognizing that being alone was much easier than being in relationships. Fears that I had-

1. Fear of being controlled or losing my voice– because my mother was a very domineering figure, her voice covered any voices around her. I often felt like I was suffocating and could not speak up. Over the years God has helped me to uncover my mouth and speak up even if that means people would get angry at me.

2. Fear of being trapped. Same idea. But in my past romantic relationship I often felt trapped and could not be myself. My ex always had something to say about what I wore, or that he didn’t like it etc.

Since I kind of fell into that relationship, it’s not that I needed to be in one but he was so desperate I thought, why not. I liked to be needed but soon found out that was only the beginning. He soon became emotionally detached as a way to protect his heart.

Then 2.5 years later I found myself being “controlled” by him. My wardrobe changed for him. I totally lost myself.

I vowed to myself that I would never change for anyone.

Thus, I have a pretty strong defensive mechanism. Anytime someone says something about my clothes I feel like they’re trying to change or control me.

Healthy relationships –

1. God longs for us to be in wholesome relationships where we are nurtured and encouraged, not abused.

2. God wants us to have people around us that will be able to love us even when we’re not perfect or helpful.

3. God wants us to be able to voice our truth without being judged.

If God is calling you somewhere, or to follow Him- He always has people in mind, people you need to meet for your healing and theirs.

His plans are perfect and might not make sense to you but He knows exactly what you need and desire.

Over the last month God has brought me to numerous people. His divine appointments are always two fold, for my healing and theirs.

Maybe someone has a distrust of women and they meet me and suddenly realize woman can be trusted.

Maybe I meet a man who wants to know more about Jesus and sees that Jesus is actually real.

Maybe a divorcee talks to me as I relay my mother’s story and they find healing in my story.

God always has a plan in mind if we will let go of our plans and trust Him.

I know this is true because even today God had told me to go to Kuala Lumpur and to stay at a specific Airbnb; the owner happened to be a divorced woman with 2 kids, which is exactly what my mom was. We had a really deep and good talk as I talked about what I went through and what I’m looking for in a man. I believe whoever God has for me will have the same purpose as I do.

You can’t just be attracted to someone, you need to have the same destiny and purpose in life.

For me, someone who will go wherever Jesus calls us to go! Without hesitation!!! Because he has complete trust in Him! Just like me. His life is completely consecrated to the Lord.

And when I turned around while sitting in the couch, I noticed a turtle 🐢; my brother and I used to have turtles as well.

God always knows where He needs to bring us to bring the healing we need to our hearts.

Bless you!

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I had a dream I saw my ex best friend and we hugged. When I woke up I felt an aching in my heart and started crying.

Last night I spent time singing to Jesus and just prophesying.

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When I was speaking what I was hearing from God I could not open my eyes. I felt a new dimension being opened to me.

Lord our hearts are aching, we are longing for more, fill us.

My recent romantic interest became a past. What I mean is I was heart broken because I knew that I needed to move on.

In that void, I pushed further into God’s presence and started to talk to God in a more real way.

I realized that my had shut down a part of my heart when I lost my ex best friend. She didn’t die or anything but we lost touch due to life circumstances and differences. She was more than a soul mate. We knew each other so well, we always said if we were lesbians we’d marry each other.

I have yet to find that kind of friendship.

You know the type of friend that can read your mind and love you in the way you know you need to be loved?

I would run over to her house because the spirit in me told me to and she’d be in the toughest place emotionally.

But that’s how God is for us. He never leaves nor forsakes and He can meet your needs and desires better than we can for ourselves.

As I was singing and spending time with God I realize how distracted I’ve been, with other peoples’ problems and needs.

I became other or self focused, I was asking God to help me or help others but I stopped putting Him where He was on His throne.

When we worship we say to God “I remember you are on the throne, you are in control, I am nothing without you. It’s not my job to figure it out, it’s your job to deliver me. I can rest in you. I can’t make this happen on my own, will you do it? Will you make a way?”

And then act accordingly.

If God has told you to quit your job, you do that.

If God has told you to end a relationship, end it.

Let God be your comforter.

It doesn’t mean that it doesn’t hurt or that there isn’t a cost.

In fact subconsciously after losing my ex best friend I closed my heart off and I thought what’s the point of having close friends, I’ll lose them anyway. You’ll take them away anyway God.

I know that we were probably codependent as many friendships are, and that is why God had to separate us to grow on our own, but it still hurt.

God wants us to be our comforter and our best friend. He wants us to confide in Him, not just in our friends. Intimacy with God is developed by our communication with Him. It’s not a one way street where we tell God what to do or God telling us what to do- it’s a collaboration.

He doesn’t just want us to change the world, to get stuff from Him or to tell us whys, He wants us to enjoy Him and His presence.

What does that mean?

It means sitting with God, without agenda, without words, soaking in His love for you. How annoying of a relationship would it be if you had a husband or wife and they are constantly trying to do things, instead of just enjoying each other’s presence.

When’s the last time you just enjoyed sitting with Jesus?

Not because of what you can do for Him or what He can do for you, but you really sat with Him for Him.

We are to live out of an identity of being a child of God. This means we are not trying to be someone. You are someone.

You move with authority because you are not trying to prove to anyone your worth, you move with worth.

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You don’t really understand love until you sit with Jesus, His fear stained face, a holy sacrifice, the spikes on his head, body torn for us.

You don’t understand the cost of love until you see Jesus for real.

You want His blessings but do you see His love? Will you sit and cry and marvel “oh how you love me?” like the women who saw the love, the love, there was a cost to His blood.

I made a huge sacrifice in my life to forsake everything and follow Jesus. It was a huge sacrifice to surrender when the cost would be to be persecuted and rejected by my own family, to be laughed at by my peers, to be misunderstood and labeled “lazy”.

I gave up careers that could have been lucrative to pastor lost sheep and people who may never remember me again, or who don’t even know the sacrifice I’ve given, my life, my heart.

The world goes seeking gold but they don’t know the gold of love.

They want fame and they don’t know the love.

They want more likes but they don’t know the rich love that satisfies the soul. Oh the love.

They want a man or a woman but they don’t know the Man who dripped with His very own blood in loyal sacrifice.

He says “oh my love is so perfect, why do you seek other lovers and give yourself away like a prostitute, less than one, you are so worthy of love, you are not common, I died for you, that’s how much you are worth”.

My tear stained cheeks I cry Jesus, oh how you love.

How you love me.

Your love is perfect.

How good you are. You are beautiful beyond words.

You’ll never understand love if you don’t understand God’s love for you. It’s a big love that made me leave everything in my life to follow Him.

My life is a love letter to God.

Many people say “wow, I could never do that”. They say that because they don’t know the cost of love and they’ll never understand what it means to be free because true love sets you free.

Jesus set me free, He set me free from fear, from needing peoples’ approval, from rejection and judgment, He said “you are free, not a slave, you are my child”.

I’ve gotten victory!!! And I live from victory!

I spent last year not knowing where God would lead me but going after His beloveds. I felt His love for people in a way I never experienced before, it broke my heart. This year I’m continuing to follow this amazing Father. He is so good.

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I woke up with this song in my head –

Everyday Kind of Love

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In 2015 the Lord said I was a pastor to the lost sheep. I sold everything to follow Jesus. I got rid of my car and apartment to follow Jesus each day at a time and ended up returning home for 2 years. During that time the Lord trained me in rest. He said you are a child of God, First and foremost.

You are not defined by your career or your marriage status. You are not defined by how much you have but on who you are in Christ Jesus.

About my ministry-

Last year since July I spent one year on the road as the Holy Spirit Led, praying and prophesying over people. Some people I met were not Christians some were.

For the Christians I often prayed no condemnation over them and had to explain the grace of God as churches don’t teach grace, they often teach works.

God has called me to-

1. People who don’t go to church

2. Outcasts, artists, misfits, people who desire freedom and are not finding it in religion or society, I share about how Jesus came to free us not give us rules. I share the freeing grace of God to free them from death and fear!

3. Atheists, agnostics and nonchristians

4. Religious bond Christians that live under condemnation- my job is to break the spirit of condemnation and guilt as Jesus’ blood has paid for us to be free!

God calls me to –

1. Unlock the seeds of destinies and dreams in people. I prophesy dreams they’ve always dreamed of or don’t even know about yet! Most are too afraid to chase after their dreams, they don’t believe it can be done.

I’ve called people into starting ministries，writing books, starting businesses, playing music, becoming politicians, whatever I see in visions or whatever I hear God say I will release it to people. Sometimes I run after people in malls or on the streets if God says to do so.

I speak into people’s situations and give them God given solutions out of their stuck place.

Most are shocked at the accuracy and are grateful for an answer from heaven.

I also pastor them continually. Some people pastor people in a building, but I pastor people all around the world. I am building God’s church. We live in a big world where we can easily connect via the web. Praise God for that.

2. Help encourage and nurture the dreams God has called them to. Sometimes it takes years, sometimes the next month they listen to God and act upon the prophesied. If I hear God say something I will tell them.

3. Bring people to the knowledge of Jesus Christ and His saving grace. I have led many to Christ.

I am a prophet, apostle and evangelist. Sometimes I’m also a singer and creative, sometimes I’m a runner because I have to run to catch buses or flights.

More and more people are becoming interested in what I do as they discover that they are children of God and can live in the freedom God has for them.

I don’t go to church, I am the church. I am building the church around the world and am being led by the spirit as I prepare the world for Jesus’ return.

I’m a female version of Paul. I help people start their dreams and encourage them along the way. And I will go where the spirit leads me no matter the cost. I live out of a suitcase what can I say? There are key individuals that are open to Jesus, and God leads me to them.

Will you be part of this movement? Consider giving to this movement and seeing lives transformed. And know that when God leads I also pray and prophesy over my partners because you are part of the church. You are the arms and body, I’m the feet and mouth maybe.

But we are not apart from each other. We need each other more than ever.

And when you’re in need of prayer or help, do let me know. We are in it together.

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This family literally just came to me and asked to take photos with me. They are of the Jainism faith and I got to share Jesus with them. In India.

I feel very heavily in my spirit the word to launch. I’ve already launched and pioneered a ministry for over a year. I went through the quit my job, sell everything and follow Jesus phase but today God started to speak to me about peoples’ destinies and callings and I started messaging people what God was saying.

It was in addition to what I already told them.

Many of you have been in seasons of hiding and pain and you’re afraid to come out.

But God actually wants to use that pain to be glorified. Some of you He has called to write and speak about your experiences, no matter how traumatic they are.

If you’ve been through abortions, abuse, cheating, been the cheater, been in painful relationships, had miscarriages, lost a loved one, etc God wants you to speak about it. You’ve been judged? You’ve been in judgmental churches? You have felt shame, guilt and condemnation? Talk about it.

You’ve messed up and been on drugs, got off and went to rehab? Was in an abusive relationship?

By coming out you’ll be healed and so will thousands of others. God wants you to be free from your pain.

It’s your seed. Your ministry!

Are you ready??? Launch!

It’s time to let go of everything that sounds like plan b and go all in on the plan A God has called you to. That may mean quitting your job, moving or booking a one way flight. He’s got you!

It’s time to launch-

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