He got impatient with me and snapped at me saying “I’m needy”.
He’s pushing me away. I felt rejected so I thought to myself “wait until he loses me”.
I expressed anger towards him but by then he already quieted down and didn’t yell back.
I did run away because I hated the feeling of being unwanted. I called my friend because rejection hurts and I wanted to feel accepted. He comforted me. I said “I really wanted to HOP back on a dating app ASAP” out of anger. The feeling of being unwanted made me want to prove him wrong.
But I saw HIM again, this time I wanted to keep the tears in but I knelt in front of the bank, sitting on the curb and let the tears out, this hurts too much.
How can I love someone and then suddenly I felt unwanted and rejected, our love is too dramatic.
But truly our hearts are crazy.
We slowly walked back but I felt like running so I started running.
I ran because being around a person I love and hate hurts so he ran after me and caught me.
I wish we were like those people who never fight and never have emotions, but we have too much.
And I realize, it’s okay.