Prophetic Word- DON’T LIMIT GOD! Think Outside The Box!

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Today was quite crazy as usual. Another day where I thought maybe I’ll lay in bed and actually rest. But I kept thinking of the korean spa I wanted to go to yesterday. I’ve been a bit jet lag, but anyhow the Lord woke me up at 4am and He said to start my coaching business again.

The Lord has been breaking me free from thinking point A to point B. Like in Taiwan when I was taking the train back to Shuangxi and suddenly He told me to get off the train and go back to Taipei. After getting off a few buses, simply following my gut on where to go (not searching for hotels or hostels), I got off across a train station and saw a lady making dessert. Well, I asked her if she knew anyone who was renting a room and she did! Anyways, that night the Lord had me meet two strangers who I then shared an uber with, then ended up at a nightclub, met a guy in line and then went with him to meet his friends, two of which were Jewish. God’s ways are not man’s ways. 

When God speaks, you move.

Don’t use your logic. Your logic will slow you down and it will make you REALLY tired and lethargic (because it’s rooted in fear).

THIS MONTH! DON’T LIMIT GOD! He is taking the caps off! If you haven’t read the last blog post please do! 

I realize that in coming back to LA for 2 weeks, I felt a bit disjointed. I felt like I was a bit tired of ministering on the road and doing things I didn’t like….like I had given up a lot of passions and interests such as music, drawing, teaching, fashion, dancing. 

But the Lord has been showing me He has always given me those interests and desires as a way to connect with people, that I didn’t have to give them up. He will use those for His glory.

Because when He told me to sell everything and follow Him, He had closed all the doors to my career and I felt that He was saying I couldn’t pursue them.

Which was kind of true for the last year and a half because He had me going to YMCA’s and hostels and places I WOULD NEVER WANT TO SLEEP in to reach those who needed Jesus. In New Zealand I stayed at a YWCA where I had to tell the guy next door to quiet down his tv like everyday. But I got to pray over him and tell him that God was telling him to go to Germany to see his daughter. Things like that would happen all the time. Then I walked downstairs that night and ended up meeting a fellow Kiwi native that had to be delivered of evil spirits. Things like that.

But I didn’t GO where I would normally WANT TO STAY. You know? One hostel had club music until 4 am in the morning. Another in Australia had club music until 2am just below the hostel. But I went there to find lost sheep and go to the people God wanted me to reach. Everything was pre-appointed. 

This month I hear the Lord say-

“Don’t limit me. Don’t limit me to just one career, one city, one place, one house, one friend. I can tell you to do anything and if you’re willing, you’d live a beautiful artful life full of possibilities”.

One day you may have the desire to go to a korean spa, another day He may lead you to an unknown area you’ve never been to. You’ll discover places and people.

Maybe one day you’ll be working on a cruise, another day working at Starbucks, another day simply getting fed by the Lord, another day going to Walmart. Maybe He will tell you to book a flight to Mexico one day and you’ll backpack down South America. Maybe one day you’re sipping coffee in Israel or you’re prophesying over a stranger on the bus. I’ve done most of that, anything is possible.

So don’t limit Him.

If He calls you to do something you don’t normally like, He has a purpose for it. Maybe it’s to meet that father who will speak healing into your soul. Maybe it’s to meet a mother figure that will affirm you and hug you causing you to cry. His ways are not our ways. He will show you a dress you like and show you what kind of style you like again.  He will lead you to a deal you couldn’t have found yourself.

And Yes in following your desires….you will meet the man/woman of your dreams. 

Sometimes we try so hard to find that soul mate when God is telling you- just follow your heart and in doing so, you are following the “string” God has laid out to lead both of you to each other. 

Maybe the reason you haven’t met him/her is because you’ve been searching for him/her and not following your heart in your life”.

BAM!

You’ve been searching for the man/woman and not enjoying your life the way GOD intended you to enjoy it.

No one is attracted to someone who is desperate to find someone! People are attracted to partners who are enjoying their life and totally in love with the life they’re living. 

You know those movies where this girl goes traveling solo and she meets a handsome man at a club or while sitting there sipping wine? Exactly. 

She’s not desperate, she’s content being alone. She is enjoying her life. That’s when you usually find your life partner. 

When I first quit my full time job I didn’t know I’d one day do ministry. I never thought I’d end up in a reality show, I never thought I’d do the many things I’ve done but I was always led to it. But the biggest thing is I wasn’t afraid to fail. Because I didn’t have much to begin with so what is there to lose. God wants us to live in freedom and not be afraid to try. I’ve done a lot of things I never thought I’d do -like dance at Moulin Rouge. What?
 
Or be on an arranged marriage show?
 
What?
But see, those were probably the coolest experiences of my life. Or meeting the thousands of people I have all over the world. Sure, the following Jesus part on the road has had a LOT of hardships and challenges but it’s taught me to surrender in a way I’ve known how.
 
Don’t be afraid of failure, think of every experience as you being led to the next, think of your life as a very rich and fulfilling life (movie). Life is about trusting God, not about perfection. Life is about knowing who you are in Christ, a son and daughter of God that CANNOT be punished for doing wrong. That no matter what you do, you are a delight to Jesus. It makes life fun doesn’t it?
TODAY GOD IS BREAKING OFF FEAR IN A BIG WAY.
 
1. Life is not about making perfect decisions but knowing who you are in Christ no matter what life looks like, that you cannot be punished for doing wrong because Jesus was already punished on the cross for you. No matter what you decide, God only sees perfection in you.
2. That means you are free to choose and explore life. And if you don’t like what you’re doing, change course at any minute. You don’t have to be stuck with the decisions you made.

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I met this group of youth because I followed my desire to drink boba.

42580267_10160951970995603_7565485175648288768_nTwo of the first people I ever prayed and prophesied over was in Korea at a hostel in Busan. They are Indians from Delhi. It was a year later that I went to India. God’s ways are not our ways 🙂

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The verse God gave me today-

Psalm 65[a]

For the director of music. A psalm of David. A song.

1 Praise awaits[b] you, our God, in Zion;
    to you our vows will be fulfilled.
2 You who answer prayer,
    to you all people will come.
3 When we were overwhelmed by sins,
    you forgave[c] our transgressions.
4 Blessed are those you choose
    and bring near to live in your courts!
We are filled with the good things of your house,
    of your holy temple.

5 You answer us with awesome and righteous deeds,
    God our Savior,
the hope of all the ends of the earth
    and of the farthest seas,
6 who formed the mountains by your power,
    having armed yourself with strength,
7 who stilled the roaring of the seas,
    the roaring of their waves,
    and the turmoil of the nations.
8 The whole earth is filled with awe at your wonders;
    where morning dawns, where evening fades,
    you call forth songs of joy.

9 You care for the land and water it;
    you enrich it abundantly.
The streams of God are filled with water
    to provide the people with grain,
    for so you have ordained it.[d]
10 You drench its furrows and level its ridges;
    you soften it with showers and bless its crops.
11 You crown the year with your bounty,
    and your carts overflow with abundance.
12 The grasslands of the wilderness overflow;
    the hills are clothed with gladness.
13 The meadows are covered with flocks
    and the valleys are mantled with grain;
    they shout for joy and sing.

True Freedom Is Knowing You Can’t Be Punished For Living In Freedom

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IF YOU READ ANY POSTS< READ THIS ONE! Because it will set you free from decision paralysis and fear of living and making mistakes!!!! GOD WANTS YOU TO BE FREE!

I had a deep revelation today.

So with my mom whenever I talk to her she questions  me. “Why are you going to Korea?” I said, “mom, I do ministry, I follow Jesus and I pastor and prophesy”.

“Whose going to believe you are a pastor, you need schooling”.

……….

That’s where I usually stop but yesterday I say “okay forget about what I do, I’m just following Jesus”.

I’m not sure if she’ll ever believe me. 

Like James in the bible, who said “hey that’s my brother, he is not the Messiah, how can he be? I’ve seen his diapers and I’ve seen him poo in it! He can’t be chosen! He’s human like me, he grew up in an ordinary home, how can he have any special powers to heal?” 

I’ve often lost my voice in my relationship with my mom. My train of thought was always “okay she won’t believe me so what is the point of saying anything”. Then I just listened, and kept silent. Even when I tried to say anything or prove myself, it was a dead end and made me feel exhausted. It came from a spirit of lack (feeling like I wasn’t enough). 

So I realized yesterday after hanging out with a new friend that I felt exhausted and strained.

I felt strained and strife because I felt like I was mostly listening to things I didn’t care for. I don’t know how to describe it, but are there things you just don’t care about it? It’s not that you hate that person or you don’t care for them, but take for example “video games”….if someone keeps talking about it and you don’t like video games isn’t it boring for you? 

It’s not because you are an apathetic or mean person, but there are just topics that turn you off and make you totally shut down because you don’t function that way.

I’m a heart person and I like to hear about “how people feel” not what they know.

So in my head I thought “I’m bored”.

But I didn’t know why, I think I was forcing myself to be interested. 

So this is a HUGE revelation.

Because with my mom I used to listen to her rant about her friends or people that have hurt her and I’d just totally shut off. I didn’t talk back before but in recent years I’ve learned to say “hey I don’t want to hear about it”. I’m not a trash can that you can dump on. At first she got offended but then she learned to turn it off.

So I often felt drained in relationships because I didn’t know how to set boundaries.

I felt that I should “love” people by listening to them so I was totally neglected while I continued listening and never voicing my own opinions and problems. I felt sidelined and stepped on. I didn’t know how to voice my needs.

And I also attracted friends that didn’t know how to open up so I often had to pursue friendships instead of having a healthy balance of “hey my voice matters and so does yours” friends that reached out to me. 

Here’s another revelation-

You don’t need to listen or help anyone to be valuable or worthy.

You are worthy because Jesus loves you.

I’ve been trying to help my mom my whole life, living under the weight of her problems and her heartache, reacting to her instead of living for what I wanted. That’s why when Jesus told me to leave everything and follow Him, it was a huge shock to my mother. Well I had already moved out when I was 22, but then Jesus told me to move back at 28. So I stayed there for 2 years and restored my relationship with her, semi- restored.

He wanted me to be firm in my righteousness in Christ Jesus. 

But now I’m in a new phase in my life.

“Because you’ve been accused of and yelled at for making mistakes you now rather sit and not make any decisions because at least you won’t get punished for making the wrong decisions”.

WOW- I just told this to my friend in a phone conversation.

A big part of my life was defined by ministry and how much I helped others or my mom, but now God was also asking me “what is it that you want?”

I told my friend “more than ever I just want to have a family”.

I know how to enjoy myself, I know how to get massages and buy clothes, to spend time alone, I’m not afraid to be alone- I quite enjoy it, but I want my heart and soul to be loved by a man who is willing to open his heart up to me. So what I long for with my husband is relational intimacy.

I want to be loved for who I am and not what I can do for someone. 

That’s why recently I find spiritual talks very draining. When people are trying to figure God out or trying to figure out spirits and demons.

Because I want to be known for my simple self, like as a human being, not a prophet or a really wise spiritual person. 

I don’t want someone to ask me what God is saying. Ask God for yourself. Everyone can hear God if they ask. I believe God is asking us to take personal responsibility for our desires.

So instead of asking God “what should I do?” He is saying “what do you want to do?” Some of you will be petrified of the outcome because you fear that if you make a decision and you don’t like it that you’ll be stuck with it, or that you’ll ruin your life. And God’s like “no you won’t ruin your life, just change course if you don’t like the decision you made”.

It’s like DATING. You don’t have to stick with a guy if you don’t like him after one date. Don’t be so hard on yourself. You don’t have to feel responsible for his feelings, God will take care of him. 

You have to do what you want to do. You won’t ruin your life with one decision. Keep making decisions in freedom. Life is an adventure. You can walk away from any decision you don’t like. It’s a play, it’s a video game, it’s a game, not a test! 

An introduction to my simple self-

Hi my name is Rebekka.

I like music. I like Korean music, Korean dramas, I like dancing, but haven’t danced for a long time. I like parties and I like food. I like hot pot, I like Starbucks. I like Boba. I like waking up without an alarm. I like enjoying life but recently I’ve felt like I’m defining myself by how much I can help others and I want to stop thinking that way.

I like to talk about relationships. I like talking about dating because it is heart stuff, not head stuff. I love hearing about dates gone wrong and I like to talk about silly things. Because relationships have to do with heart stuff, not head knowledge. It’s about experience, not just thoughts. 

Sometimes we get so caught up in our thoughts we stop living. 

So for once will you just stop thinking and do it? Not fearing the outcome and not foreboding the results but thinking of life as a really big adventure full of joys and pains? We get disappointed because we put so much expectations on one thing to bring us joy or happiness but God has always wanted you to put joy and expectation on Him, not the “things that we do”.

This life is about trusting Him and jumping time after time after time. And saying “oh cool what’s that, I want to do that. I want to go to Starbucks and get a Frappucino. I feel like watching a movie, I feel like going into that store, I feel like going to Africa, I feel like writing” and then just doing it without thinking “oh there has to be a really intense purpose for why I’m going to Starbucks” or “ok cool I made a new friend online, I’m going to meet her” instead of thinking “oh what if we don’t get along, or what if she doesn’t like me”.

That was me, I felt like God is there a divine appointment here? I felt like there had to be a divine appointment anywhere I went. So imagine my paranoia. But God’s like “no, you can enjoy life without searching for a reason to be wherever you are”.

If you want to paint, paint.

Life is about taking risks everyday and riding the beautiful waves that is life. 

Which reminds me, I want to go to the beach. I totally forgot that I like the beach. And if there are divine appointments, and there probably will be, then so be it. But I’m not defined by whether I help someone or not. Often times these appointments help me understand new things too.

What does it mean to flow with the holy spirit. It’s to not have fear and to just go do what you want, because following what you want is following the holy spirit. 

You’ve got to take personal responsibility for what makes you want. You can’t always expect others to go with you. You need to discover what makes you happy.

Trusting that God is your protector and provider, He will provide the way if you step out in faith. Will you trust Him with your heart and follow your heart?

One of my desires is to date again, but here are all the thoughts I go through. Well, I should just wait for my husband. What if that guy is a jerk and all they want is sex? What if I have a bad experience?

And I think God is just like “if you want to try, try, don’t be afraid”.

Don’t take life so serious. Don’t think it’s about the final destination. Have fun, enjoy life, relax. It’s not about getting somewhere but enjoying the experiences.

I realize I would get backaches or neck aches as I felt the burden of the decision was on me. That is condemnation, that is law. You are not responsible for yourself or your heart or your decisions. I know we’ve been taught that we are to be responsible for our decision but if we have the spirit of the Lord living on the inside of us, we can trust that He is leading us and even if we make mistakes, God actually doesn’t even see it. God only sees Jesus in you.

Under grace, you can live in complete freedom.

YOU ARE FREE! You can do whatever you want without fearing consequences of punishment. It says perfect love casts out fear because fear has to do with punishment. God is saying “you are free to live and try and know that you won’t be punished for your decisions”.

You are also FREE of your past mistakes and decisions.

There is now no condemnation for those who are in Christ Jesus. So I don’t beat myself up for the past, I don’t beat others up for failing me, I don’t beat my mom up for accusing me. I can move on and know that God only sees Jesus in us. 

I can make decisions and live life without the fear of judgement, condemnation or punishment. Because He says “TRY AND LIVE, LIVE IN FREEDOM!”

You lose joy when you feel like you are going to be punished for every wrong decision you make but if you know God only sees perfection in you, you know that you are completely free and unpunishable.

There are times God tells me to ask people for donations and I started to feel condemned because people made me feel bad about it instead simply saying I can’t or I don’t want to right now. So I started to blame myself or not want to try anymore. I know my heart is right and I never had any intentions of guilt tripping anyone, but some people because what they were going through, projected their feelings on me.

I was simply listening to God.

So when I kept listening to God and doing what I heard I started to see open doors again and I realize NO I didn’t do anything wrong and I didn’t have any false intentions. 

When I started to receive confirmation I realize the closed doors weren’t confirmation that I was doing something wrong but that I was on the right track but that new DOORS needed to open…..Breakthrough takes perseverance and it may mean you hear lots of NO’s.

But you will get to the open door, you will hear the Yes. You will find your tribe, you will find people who understand you. So don’t fear rejection. Keep going.

No’s aren’t a sign that you are on the wrong path, it just means God is building your perseverance and resolve. People who give up and just result to being accepted in the safety zone never get to where they want to go. Somehow they compromise a part of themselves to fit in because that crowd is where they hear “yes” the most…but they have to compromise who they are to hear that yes. Maybe they never get rejected but their hearts suffer from denying their own desires. 

Ps- I just wanted to add that even if I didn’t hear God and I asked for a donation or did something, that I still wouldn’t be punished for it. Because there is freedom in Christ Jesus. I think God was teaching people through me that it’s not like He will punish you for saying no. 

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Prophetic Word- Come Out Of Hiding

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Spoken Prophetic Word

“My child,

Come out of hiding. I know you’ve been hurt and wounded. I know it hurt, I know it sucked. 

I see a vision of you in a cave and you are rereading your past hurts. I see memories written down and you keep rereading them. It’s a dark dark cave.

I see a vision of you with lots of people accusing you, surrounding you and you are cowering in fear, you are scared of the world. 

But now I want you to come out. I want you to come out of the cave. Child, what I have for you. Colors and beauty. Yes there are accusers sent by the devil, but there are also lovers that will love you for who you are. They won’t accuse you, but love you.

I see a vision of you being embraced and hugged and loved for who you are. 

OH CHILD what I have for you. People who will give everything to love you. People who will say yes to you. People who will embrace you at your worse. And you may have moments where you feel like YOU don’t have enough or you are not enough. You feel so scared that you will fail them and you will fail them because you’re not supposed to be their god anyway.”

You see I found relationships suffocating at times because I felt pressure to be someone I wasn’t or I felt pressure to carry their burdens, I felt responsible for their problems and I didn’t know how to set boundaries. Perhaps I am still working on that. How do you spend time with people and still set boundaries to your heart?

You tell them- hey I need a break from talking about your problems. You set verbal boundaries, you speak honestly.

God- I am responsible for your heart. 

Will you let go of the past and move on?

Will you forgive and let me by your safety?

Do you know that I am enough for you and that you are perfect in my eyes. Don’t hold onto the pain. Let me be your safety net. 

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More Territory, More Faith

This season God is asking us to think bigger. With that you are required to break off the fear that has been hindering you.

It was easy to live small.

You see because I didn’t need as much faith to believe God to provide more. If God had called me to just a few countries and then sent me home to live a simple life, then maybe have me work a normal job again then I’d really didn’t need faith.

But then He sent me home to set someone free, to train her, to open my heart to friendship and trust….

Then He said- go again.

First He told me to book a flight to New York, then to Korea. Then yesterday He said I’ll go to Europe.

I thought “God I thought I was going to live in a small town and settle down?”

God is like “you’ve just begun”.

You’re going to take spiritual territory, set more captives free. And it scares the shit out of me, to be honest.

Because I’ve done that for the last year and a half and the things I’ve gone through makes me cry at an instant.

“God I can’t and I don’t want to”.

I’m crying as I write that. I realize this season a lot of the old supporters stopped giving.

It’s because God is saying “there’s more people to be delivered, there’s more territory to be taken. Don’t look back!”

“God but I don’t have the strength”.

In your weakness my strength is made perfect.

So I admit. I’m scared I don’t have enough energy, I feel tired. On the plane I had a dream I was living in a small town and wanted to go grocery shopping. You know the simple things.

I’m reminded of Spider Man in Europe. Remember, he just wanted to go on a vacation with his crush but then he was summoned to kill and destroy an enemy.

He was the only one who could save his friends or the city. If he didn’t step up all his friends and the city would have been killed.

That’s how I feel sometimes. Why do I got to be the one to deliver people? God I don’t want to. I want to hide sometimes.

But when you just do it and you see someone’s face change, it is so fulfilling. You see someone set free from fear, you feel that it’s worth it.

So there’s that tension. I know God wants to give every desire of my heart but I’m also called to set people free.

As I set people free I myself come against the evil spirits and bondages others are fighting.

I feel oppressed and feel like I can’t go on. I feel intimidated and feel like I can’t go on. But God fights my battles.

But God wins the day.

God I can’t but you can. You can do everything through me. I won’t allow my fears and insecurities stop me.

Jesus is like

Look at me. Look at me. Look at what I’ve accomplished on the cross. You are enough, you are not lacking. Stop looking at yourself, what you can or can’t do in your own ability. Look at me. When you have nothing I am your everything! Look what I can do! Part the oceans! When you’re at a wall I’ll knock it down for you.

Nehemiah 8:10 Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength.

Isaiah 41:10 So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.

Exodus 15:2 The Lord is my strength and my song; he has given me victory.

This week God sent my new friend and I on a whirlwind. He told us to pack our bags and we didn’t know where we were staying. Oftentimes we had to move and God challenged her to drive because she had a fear of driving in cities. She always thought “I could never drive from LA to Vegas. I never thought I could go to LA just to pick someone up”. Things that seemed impossible for her became reality.

It was also a relationship boot camp where every trigger came out. Following God with someone else is definitely different. I’ve learned that we need to honor each other’s differences. Just because their desires are different doesn’t mean they are wrong.

Often we would go somewhere for the purpose of say “sleeping” or “eating” but there was another assignment and after we were done we’d move on.

I’ve never gone on spirit led trips with other people so it was new to me. When we went to Vegas God said “casino royale”. I googled it as I didn’t know it even existed. Sure enough it was a best western. When I got there I thought “I don’t like this place, I wouldn’t want to stay here”.

God said “trust me”.

We went to the reception and booked a room. I still remember it clearly said “norefundable”.

The lady at the desk seemed perturbed because I had so many questions. I asked to see all 3 of the available rooms.

I kept hearing the room in the back.

Finally I asked my friend to come with me. The Lord said to pray for the staff and she told me her friend just passed away so it’s been a hard week.

Then when I was about to decide on the room, God said “don’t stay here”.

I told the manager that Holy Spirit told me not to stay here as I’m spirit led. It turned out she was Christian and said no problem! Funds returned.

It’s been really intense and my head is still recovering with how God did everything.

When my friend came to pick me up it was actually my first time meeting her in person. God just told her to go so she did. I was unprepared as I just woke up from a nap but was able to shower, pack and clean within an hour. It was two days after I came back from Taiwan.

We often want to be prepared for what God is telling us to do.

But then we are relying on our flesh.

God wants us to rely on His strength, not ours. How did my friend drive 5-6 hours with no sleep? Or how did I manage to go on consecutive trips while still jet lagged? God told me jet lag is actually witchcraft. He said I needed to let go of control of time.

God was challenging me in a bigger way because when I’m alone, it’s easier to have more control even following Jesus but when you’re with someone else you really can’t be in control. Your heart has to be open and you can’t protect your heart.

That’s why I know God’s been preparing me for marriage. What does a partnership actually look like?

Sow big this time. The harvest of souls is at hand. Join me in rounding up the last harvest before Jesus comes. The world is not forever, our home is heaven! The people who come with me are those who are willing to leave everything behind to follow Jesus. They will walk on water and set the sick free! They will resurrect the dead!

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“Go For Broke” Because In God’s Kingdom You Are Always Rich. Use Every Hand. Go All In! You Cannot Fail With God!

Whenever I meet a baby and am able to hold them I know God is giving me that nation. God is giving me America!

Wow just had a dream – I dreamed that I was asking people for donations, they were not Christians. There was one lady and behind her was a wallet, with different bills but for some reason it was stuck behind her head. Like her mind was always on it. I was scared but I asked and a guy threw some coins and it landed in my soup. Then he tried to give me a metal toy thing and I said no.

A spirit of mammon has us when we start relying on it and not God. God is setting people free from it.

When God told me to sell everything and follow Him I went all in. I gave every dollar I had and ended up not being able to pay rent for two months. Was it hard? Yes. I returned my car. My credit score went down but He asked me whose house are you building – yours or mine?

He broke off the fear of lack in a big way and now I walk by faith and not sight.

What God was doing was breaking off the spirit of mammon that had me bound. I still struggle with it sometimes but He keeps teaching me, hey I am the provider, not the money itself.

August 27, 2019

“Go for broke – use everything I’ve given you and will you not see oceans part mightily for you”.

This month use everything God gave you. Don’t think “let me save for the future”. He is calling you to step out in faith as the biggest harvest of souls is coming and finances are needed to accomplish this, so what does it look like? Sow big. God is asking believers to think higher and bigger. He is asking us to trust Him on a level that we can’t even imagine.

A principal church never teach.

They teach tithing but tithing is a law.

We are under grace.

So people who live by grace go for broke- they don’t believe in limitation, they believe in mountain moving abundance that never ceases. So they play every card, every hand. They don’t live in fear or reserve for “rainy days”.

They use everything. And then God moves. So that there is always rain.

He has been asking me to not save up for the future or to save for upcoming trips, He is saying “use it now”.

Every time we use it in faith, we give in faith – it’s a seed of belief.

When finances come in -my fleshly tendency is try to prepare for the future and think okay this must be for New York or Korea. But then He’ll say, no use it now. So I use every inch of faith and sow, I sow, give, or book the flights He wants me to book, or I use it! So I don’t try to calculate how much I’ll need for the next, I just spend for what He has for now.

God is saying “ask them to sow big as the rewards are big this time”. We are entering into an unprecedented time where we will see the different between children of God who move by faith versus religious people who just go to church every Sunday.

Because those who live by their flesh will not see the miracles I will do.

But those who live by faith will manifest mightily by grace the life I have for them.

Sow big this time. The harvest of souls is at hand. Join me in rounding up the last harvest before Jesus comes. The world is not forever, our home is heaven! The people who come with me are those who are willing to leave everything behind to follow Jesus. They will walk on water and set the sick free! They will resurrect the dead!

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This happened a few minutes after I wrote this blog post. The Lord told me to give $20 to my friend and then a few minutes after my friend sent me a donation. God wants you to trust Him with your money. Trust God, not the money.

My Calling To Pastor Lost Sheep

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I was just talking to my friend about pastoring lost sheep. A lot of people don’t understand my calling and even the “lost sheep” ask me “so what’s your goal, what’s your vision”. I’m like you are. 

A lot of people also ask me if maybe God will bring someone to go with me.

Well I explained that pastoring lost sheep is a one on one job. God has sent me to 15-16 countries to find lost sheep. I am led by the Holy Spirit so even if I’m on an airplane if God says to move and I sense that I am not where I need to be, I start walking around the airplane looking for the “appointed” seat. It’s inconvenient and yes I get a lot of stares.

Sometimes I have to move rooms when I’m on the road because I don’t feel peace about one room, and it’s the receptionist I’m supposed to reach.

It’s led me to climb hills and valleys like this photo. It’s not a comfortable job or calling. I wasn’t sent out by a church or an organization. People are like “oh so your church must send you to a lot of places”. I’m like “no God sends me”.

Hurt and wounded people do not open to groups of missionaries, they open to one person who speaks into their heart and language. My sheep need special care. They usually feel rejected and have been significantly hurt by people. If the lost sheep is not a believer of Jesus, I usually pray and prophesy into what they’re going through and they are amazed by how I know things about them.

If the lost sheep is a believer who has been wounded by the church, well, sometimes they have a defensive mechanism and yes, I’m the one who feels like I’m getting the beating. But it’s just because people are not used to people who love without agenda.

And I’ve had sheep bite back too. They called me a fraud and that I wasn’t sent by God. When God tells me to ask specific people for donations I’ve gotten judged too. People are confused and don’t understand my calling or purpose. Mostly conservatives or people who don’t understand the holy spirit.

The Holy Spirit is well, FREE, not confined, not restricted, God is completely outside the box and will call you to do outrageous things that don’t make sense at the time.

You don’t get as much recognition and fame as those who pastor a church with a building. Sometimes you don’t receive appreciation either.

But that’s following Jesus, you do it because you love Jesus and you love people. Let’s just say it purifies your heart and I have to continue doing that each day, and not get caught up in unforgiveness or bitterness. Since it’s also a calling that is sometimes unpaid. You don’t get a weekly salary. You have to trust God to open peoples’ hearts to give or God will tell me who to ask.

It’s definitely not a traditional calling and few people do it. 

It requires you to have significant faith in the one who is faithful to provide and to take care of His children.

I told a catholic Polish man that I am a pastor and he said “but can women be pastors?” I said yes. Some men in church don’t allow women to be pastors because they want the recognition, their hearts are defiled by the need for fame. If you are pastoring people, you are a pastor. You don’t have to be ordained or be in a church to do it. 

God knows peoples’ hearts. He knows many people just do it for recognition. He is looking at those who pastor people out of love. 

When I was on a bus in New Zealand the Lord had me sit next to a staunch atheist. He was very defensive and asked me “what is God telling you?” I said “He told me to listen to you”. “Well I’m not sure if He wants you to listen to talks against God”. 

So he just talked about how he was a computer genius growing up and felt misunderstood. He told me how he was badly hurt by a pastor.

Why is it different when you serve out of listening to God?

It’s not a formula. It’s not just sharing tracts or sharing the 4 steps to salvation. God will always tell you what that person actually needs to hear. Loving people is not a formula. And bringing people to Jesus is not like doing sales. It’s about showing them that there is a God who deeply loves and cares for them.

And sure, I have to learn to set boundaries too. My job is to deliver a message, I’m a prophet so I deliver messages from God. My responsibility is not to help better their lives right away, that’s God’s job. I can’t be like a mom constantly by their side telling them what to do. Some people I minister to I never see again, some stay connected to me on social media and I get to see their growth. 

Sometimes I don’t get thanked, and sometimes I feel depleted or empty. And at that time I need to take care of myself. Sometimes I feel lack and I feel like I can’t go on and God says to me “it is in your weakness my strength is made perfect”.

It’s a calling that requires all of my heart.

I can’t put half my heart out there when God asks me to sit next to a stranger, talk to them, pray over them. Sometimes God tells me to ask a stranger for a donation, can you imagine the fear of rejection or judgement? It seems whatever evil can come against me has come against me. The spirit of witchcraft in people? Nightmares, demons? I’ve encountered them all because Satan really hates that someone is willing to risk their life, even if that means never getting an applause or a steady paycheck to rescue those that everyone else has seem to have forgotten.

Because I am one of those lost sheep, not that I ever strayed from God, I always heard His voice….but I was badly wounded by church leaders. They told me I was going down the path of destruction.

Like Joseph, I didn’t understand why people laughed at me when I said I was going to be Asian Oprah. They laughed because I could barely pay my rent and I was struggling to make ends meet. They laughed because they didn’t understand the seed God put in me, the power God put in me. They looked at my circumstances, not the resurrected Christ in me. 

Now I understand why I had to go through the torment of ridicule, shaming and guilt tripping.

So that I can withstand anything that comes against me on the road.

You can read about why I left everything to Follow Jesus.

And you know what’s cool, when there’s those few that honor, respect and love you for who you are. I am grateful for the ones that have stood by me and encouraged me when I was discouraged. It’s not an easy job. I was telling my friend (that I met on instagram) that most nights when I’m staying at a new place I’m praying to God “please let there not be loud noises next door”. You just never know what to expect. I never know what assignments are out there. Most people go back to the same home every night and when I’m able to do that for a few days, I’m really grateful to God. 

Prayer Request and updates:

  1. I’ll be in LA until September 5 and flying to New York. I have 3 layovers in Vegas, Denver and Chicago. I know it’s crazy but God told me this was the one to book and there must be a lot of divine appointments on this journey.
  2. Pray for protection, strength, energy, joy, health. Pray for rest in the few days I’m here.
  3. Pray for the hearts of those I’ve sown seeds into. Pray for the thousands of people I’ve ministered to on the road. Pray for God to protect the seeds of His gospel.
  4. Pray for Christians who are stuck in the religious mindset and need to be set free by the holy spirit. Pray for God to open their hearts and see the new move of God. Pray for them to welcome the fact that God can speak to them. One of my calling is to set Christians free from condemnation. A lot of people don’t understand grace, so I have to explain that at the point of salvation God only sees Jesus in them.
  5. Pray for God’s abundant provision as God is saying to go to Korea soon. I have a one way ticket to New York and may be flying out to Korea after- as the holy spirit leads.
  6. Pray for BOLDNESS to do whatever God asks me to do. Pray against the spirit of fear or intimidation, or any impure spirit that tries to come against me. Pray that I will be so focused on God’s love that nothing shakes me.

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One of my favorite pictures where God led me to a hostel in Singapore and there was a roomful of Korean kids on an English field trip with their English teacher.

The Parable of the Lost Sheep

15 Now the tax collectors and sinners were all gathering around to hear Jesus. 2 But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law muttered, “This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.”

3 Then Jesus told them this parable: 4 “Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Doesn’t he leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? 5 And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders 6 and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.’ 7 I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent.

Luke 15:1-7

Speed of Light

Bumped into a Filipino actor named Sam milby

Met a chinese girl as God appointed, Buddhist and got to share with her my story.

God has me moving at the speed of light and the divine appointments are far and wide.

At the airport I felt led to sit next to a man and asked if he was Indian and he said he was Jewish actually. I paused for awhile as I asked God for courage. I asked to pray for him and he said he’s actually given up on believing in God. I said I saw a vision of him at a computer and he said he was an IT computer guy! I shared my story of finding my identity in Jesus.

On the plane I felt claustrophobic as I got a seat in the middle and walked around to find where I was actually supposed to sit according to the Holy Spirit.

I saw an aisle seat and asked to sit there. I met a Mexican girl. God told me to pray for her and I said that I saw her heart was sad, she said yes she is sad to go home after traveling and back to real life where in Brazil the amazons are on fire and no one is doing anything about it. I got to pray for her and just tell her God is with her.

I was trying to find a seat on the bus and heard a chinese man try to find someone to help him with a ticket and I said I could help him as he didn’t have any sort of card.

Upon walking out of union station I learned that he only believed in facts but that he thought I was courageous to do what I’m doing, going alone (with God) and talking to strangers.

When I walked out I met a Taiwanese guy who was trying to book a greyhound to San Diego and I said thank God as he shared his WiFi with me. I shared my journey with him and he was skeptical even though he was Christian. He wondered what Christian sect I was in and I said I follow Jesus.

When I got on my Uber I met a dad and the driver and got to share with them about Jesus and what I’m doing.

So that’s pretty much what happens in my everyday life.

Sometimes I honestly get a bit overwhelmed because the fear does hit at times where I feel like I can’t open my mouth.

But I will continue to testify and not be afraid whether it’s to free Christians from limiting beliefs about grace or to share Jesus with the lost.

I’ll be heading to New York next and Korea. But God may always switch up the places according to his divine appointments.

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Do You Have $5?

God said “ask your readers to sow $5” or more.

I’m returning to America to continue ministering there. The vision I have is people falling out from the Holy Spirit and being commissioned to follow Jesus radically! Not just Sunday Christians but all in to follow Jesus.

My anointing is to break off all the fears that prevent people from following Jesus. The cities God has highlighted is New York and Chicago and I know God has china and many other cities and countries in store.

I don’t want you just to sow money, I want to sow your whole life to Jesus! Say yes to Him! Why? He’s the only one that can heal your broken heart. He is the one that made an atonement for your sins. Because of His sacrifice you are free.

Religions are not the same because Jesus is a relationship. He will speak to you if you ask Him to. I promise you!

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Wild Holy Spirit Adventure

How the Holy Spirit led me here is a story I have to type out on my blog. Hmm so I was going back to shuangxi on the train and I suddenly heard God say go back to Taipei. To be honest I don’t really like staying in shuangxi because it is the country side. I’m a city girl. But sometimes I feel like I should go back because it’s easy, it’s a free place to stay and maybe my dad would have some soul deep conversation with me and I don’t want to miss out on that.

But the truth is I’m not here only for my dad. I’m here on God’s mission, to Do His will. There are assignments on my life and it’s by following my heart that I am able to meet these people. I am not responsible for my family. They have issues they can only allow God to work in them. I am not responsible for changing them.

By sticking around when they don’t want to change, I’m actually hurting myself and preventing my own happiness. It’s like you stop feeling the joy and excitement of life because you are burdened and taking on false responsibility. When you’re happy, those around you can be happy too. You shouldn’t have to suffer to make others happy, in fact you’re not responsible for their happiness. God is, not you. Don’t God block!

But the Lord showed me in that moment I actually didn’t want to go back and that it’s okay to follow my heart and desires because that’s actually saying yes to the Holy Spirit.

I’m like oh I stood up and took another train back to Taipei. This Buddhist reading her book was puzzled. I said God just told me I have to go back to Taipei, smile.

I didn’t know where I was staying yet. It was 6pm and I had a napsack with me.

I took a bus and just with where I felt like God was saying took it to Songshan from nangang. Several people directed me and helped me with buses. I had tried to look up Airbnb’s but suddenly heard God say “I will show you”. Okay God.

Then I got off the bus and saw a dessert stand.

I bought one and suddenly asked if she knew of a hostel – she told me a grandma rents rooms upstairs. I went to see it and God said “stay here”.

At midnight I was trying to sleep and suddenly heard God say to dance. I am not making this up as Paul says. I went to the mrt but it all stopped and met two Singaporean girls. They were trying to go back home. I said they should take uber. God said “go with them”. I’m like okay so being not creepy, I chased after them.

I said maybe we can split a cab. They said they wanted to try walking to the bus. But the bus all stopped. They were trying to save money.

So I tried to get money from an atm in case I needed it for a club, but for some reason couldn’t. The transaction failed. They walked in and asked if I could share an Uber with them. They had WiFi and I ha the Uber app!

I got to share a bit of my story as a minister with them. They were both agnostic. It worked out that they were able to give me cash for their share of the ride as I had 100nt on me and had my card connected to uber.

Okay so I heard God say go to 101 Taipei. Honestly I didn’t even think they’d let me in with flip flops but they said it’s okay for ladies. I literally had one dress and just gotten one shirt and shorts in my bag, I’ve been traveling really light and hand washing my underwear. Paul was right when He said “don’t take too much”. Before I’d put on makeup or wear a nice dress but now I just go with the Holy Spirit.

I saw a guy behind me standing by himself. We started talking and he said he was going to visit his friend. He was very against Christianity but I told him how I even got to the club. He said that he actually showed up with no money and that he was going to take the youbike home.

I gave him a hi-five and was like “dude! I went to South Africa with $20 in my pocket!”

He was a bit annoyed but I didn’t care. I know some people are turned off from Christianity but it doesn’t mean they can’t know the real Jesus. Religion is different from knowing the real person of Jesus. And I guess God sends me to show people what Jesus is like, not stuffy and not religious.

When we got to his friend’s bar I noticed two Americans and was shocked, actually they were Jewish, I was like omg God’s chosen people. I was so happy. I’m always happy to see Jesus’ people.

It was the strangest thing because I actually thought about my Jewish friend before I left the house, after trying to sleep for an hour. God always has an assignment when I can’t sleep. It can be annoying but I had a lot of fun.

And yah that’s basically. Holy Spirit story. And yes I did prophesy over them and also because I don’t have WiFi I often ask people to share theirs with me. What a great way to bless others with Jesus!

It was such a miraculous day that I had a dream I found a stash of money and treasures and I split it with two people. I think it meant “spoils”. We are taking spiritual territory! Souls and the rewards that come with that!

Here’s what I wrote before all that happened-

What scares you? Do that.

God impressed on my heart that even though I live my life by faith, there are things I’m timid about, that I’ve still got a self protective layer around me.

What I’m scared of-

1. I’m scared of making the wrong decisions. I don’t realize it sometimes but when I ask holy spirit to lead me, if I don’t hear correctly I am hesitant to make decisions. Obviously I make big decisions when I feel peace but there is an element of risk and faith.

What does that mean- you are free in Christ Jesus. You’re not supposed to be afraid of making mistakes because I’m Christ you are free to live in freedom.

So in this season, you’re supposed to trust you heart and know that hey even when things don’t go completely smoothly God’s got your back no matter what!

He often asks me when I ask Him- what should I do?

He says what do you want to do? Because God is not a slave driver! He is your friend and your opinion matters.

So when we are obsessed about making “right decisions” we are actually living under the law because we are afraid that if we make the wrong decisions we’ll be punished for it.

But Jesus already took the punishment on the cross.

There is no fear in love because fear has to do with punishment. He wants us to live in a way where we are not paranoid about making the wrong decision all the time, like we expect to be punished for being “wrong”.

He’s a good father, not an abusive one.

2. Another fear I had to overcome is the fear of the unknown. Even today I was taking the train to shuangxi when I suddenly heard God say “stay in Taipei, go back to Taipei”. To be honest I did want to stay but I was tired of trying to deal with a new place. A new place entails getting used to possible noise, complaining to the right people, dealing with neighbors, everything. Also for the last few days I’ve been staying in different places every night.

But when I was looking up places after going backwards on the train, the Lord said I will show you where.

I took the train back to nangang, then someone said you should go to Songshan, so I took a bus. Again at this point it’s 6pm and I don’t know where I’m staying yet.

I have a small bag with me.

Someone suggest I get off the bus at the railway station so I do.

I spot a little dessert stand and decide to get one. Then something in me told me to ask about accommodation.

She tells me “the grandma upstairs rents rooms, she might have one!”

She calls her and immediately she comes down to show me. God says “stay here”.

I tell her I’m a Christian minister and she says she knows a relative in America that is one too but she’s Buddhist.

Then I ask someone on the road if there’s a night market and she says “right there”, pointing to in front of me.

I can’t believe how close it is.

I walk forward and notice a rainbow bridge. The Lord had said He was going to surprise me. This was a symbol that His promises are coming to pass. He hasn’t forgotten me. He is working all things together for good.

Then of course after that happened I tried to sleep and then ended up with a wild adventure with Jesus. I’m reminded it’s not about where you go – it’s always about the people you meet along the way.

In one day I probably met 20 people. But it’s not about the numbers, it’s about who they are and how Jesus loves every one of them.

When I was trying to call an Uber I ended up asking a dentist for his WiFi. We talked a bit before I got on my car.

God desires us to be flexible and to move with Him. That means you May not know where you are staying at night, but His leading is always perfect. Will you trust Him completely?

He’s such a good God.

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Prophetic Word- Full Circle

I hear the Lord say I’m about to blow your mind! You think you have a little, but sow your seeds and see me do a new thing! You think you have no talent but it’s by my spirit. Now is the time to expand your faith and your territory!

You’ve passed the test. I’m testing your heart. When others gave up you kept sowing, you keep investing, you kept giving, you kept sowing into souls, loving and forgiving, praying for others, you didn’t give up.

I saw you! I saw you! I see you!

I’ve not failed you – no – I’ve waited for the great unveiling.

Here’s the thing, it’s about faith.

It’s about how much you believe me.

Others failed to trust me and they put down their plow. They said “this is all I believe God for” but you didn’t give up, you said “God you said so I’m going forward”.

God you told me to do this so I’ll go forward, I’ll give, I’ll be brave and minister, I’ll keep loving, even though I feel like I’ve come to the end of myself.

That is why it’s important to surround yourself with people that have mountain moving faith, not people who give into doubt.

I realize that’s why God had me ask people over and over again to give.

Because they were looking at what they had, not what God could bless them with.

When we look at what we have, it’s limited. When we look at what’s possible with God, it’s unlimited. He gives us seeds to sow- whether it’s in time, energy, money or love.

Many times I didn’t think I could go on. I had no energy or even the finances, but He said “use what you have and more will be given to you”.

I’ve been able to minister in over 14 countries not because I trusted my own abilities but because “God you said so, I’ll go to a foreign country with $20 in my pocket”. And as I went; He provided.

I keep pushing the limit of what’s possible. I’m living life on the edge.

God is saying everything you’ve sacrificed for me- you are getting back a hundred fold. You’re going to see dreams resurrected and a full circle! ⭕️ What you think you lost, you’re getting back!

God’s shown me “if you use plan A, me – you’ll never fail”.

But some people are still holding onto plan b and God is asking you “me or plan b”.

Even now I just checked out of a hostel and the Lord said to go to Taipei. He said take the bus. I’m wearing the same dress from yesterday and all I have is a small bag. I went to the bus station and they asked me where I’m going exactly I said I don’t know. God said Taipei.

God is leading me. That’s how I live everyday. He leads me and I go.

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“I don’t say this because I want a gift from you. Rather, I want you to receive a reward for your kindness.“- Philippians 4:17

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