It’s 5:35am and I woke up feeling anew.
I was texting friends and telling them how I felt about love versus lust. The last couple of months I’ve talked to people about waiting until marriage to have sex. I wish more people talked about sexuality and sex. I wish more people realized how damaging sex really can be outside of love.
Even as a virgin, I experienced sexual and physical experiences.
As a spiritual being, I started to become even more aware when I would hear “unclean spirits”. Even if I wanted to ignore it my spiritual senses became heightened. I felt unclean, not because of what I was doing but because of the spirits that were attached the person I was with.
So I could say “God I just want to enjoy myself” but now I realize there is something impure in lust. You are righteous in Christ Jesus, but there is something damaging to the soul when you are being used for physical pleasure versus connecting out of love.
The more spiritual you become, growing in sensitivity to God, the more you sense what spirit people are operating out of.
A spirit of lust basically takes over you.
If you notice kissing someone, and all of a sudden your vagina/penis kicks in and at a certain moment, you no longer feel like you have control over your mind or emotions. Endorphins are being released but something spiritual is also happening.
Love and lust are very different things.
Love causes you to reach out, love causes you to express how you feel, love endures, it doesn’t give up.
Lust gives up, lust is momentary.
Love makes you feel safe.
Lust is corrupt, it doesn’t make you feel safe. It feels good in the moment but later you feel used, it’s unclean. I have felt it before.
Love doesn’t leave you stranded, love communicates.
Love wants to understand and listen to you.
Lust simply wants to get in your pants. Lust has no desire to communicate clearly, it overtakes you and has no desire to understand your emotions. It’s a USER! Lust only has one agenda- sex. Lust uses for momentary pleasure and has no commitment.
Love makes you feel like a queen, but lust makes you feel like a whore.
God is mending and healing your sexual wounds. He says that you are MORE THAN YOUR BODY. You are a temple. When you’ve been filled with the Holy Spirit, you start to become even more sensitive to His heart for you.
God is doing something new for you.
He is renewing your heart. He is redeeming you from the past.
God, I just cut off the past, negative cycles I cut it off in Jesus name!
I break and loose any soul ties that are not from you in Jesus name and call back any remnants of our soul in Jesus name.
Is that person going to stay with you and make you feel like a queen? Is he willing to sacrifice himself for you?
Is he calling you and asking you about your day? Is he concerned about your welfare? Is he asking you about how you feel? Is he concerned for your safety and checks in on you? Does he tell you that he loves you?
Or is he simply using you for a momentary release?
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