Losing Hope- Probably a Pivotal Point in My Artistry

Losing hope, waking up, tired and a bit sick.
Wondering, why I’m here, giving up, or wanting to.
It’s getting hard to wake up, my spirit is tired, and all I want to do is continue the torturous dreams that at least, has a mind of its own.
At this point, I really don’t care what I do.
I need to pay bills.
I know that probably every successful entrepreneur went through this, but I can’t help but express my disdain and “I’m so over this” phase.
Every passing day, I look for new opportunities, the right one never comes.
I know I’ve only been back for 2 weeks or so, but my bills are continuing to rack up.
I feel like I have no one to rely on and I’m getting tired of this bullshit rest.
I know I’ll get over this and I’ll find something, but we must acknowledge November 1 as the pivotal point in my artistry.

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