(pictures taken at Venice Beach, LA)
Being Homeless is
discount markets, playplace
Eastern nails,
Express Lube
Kragen buses driving forth for another day
Dusk til dawn….
A little like standing lonely on a beach
but risking, plunging your whole body
into the icy ocean
the more you plunge, the more the temperature loosens, unpredictable mess
A little like birds flying in air, integrating the elements of disgusting drinks
and a belly full of intoxication
Falsify the beauty that i see
through these lenses
its really that time of the year
shadows evolve into stretches of hours, ticking by to remind me
its really that time of the year
Birds flock to see me
A princess arrives sitting in her Acura, driving too many miles
Remember the beach we walked on in Taiwan
not a soul was to be seen, your presence was like a strange entity, a book I never comprehended
our blood was one, those traits i inherited
are we really from the same family line?
It’s that time of the year
he learned to grieve the lost of mac and cheese,
soup and stereo
when the more poems i read, the more i forget the ghost of yours
aimlessly appearing to and fro behind the woods that carries freedom and love,
carbon and axes
recycled water and chicken and bones
The summer that will mark maybe just my eternity
or a summer that will welcome, beckon
the Great Wall of feats and failures
breaking down all inhibition
singing in a band of 5 and 7
i climbed and cried like a little girl fearful of falling
off the ladder
of great empathy.
It’s that time of year, not a soul can take this smile off my face
she learned to handle just about any situations
like curtains brushing against a stable and sandy rock
ive been through it all
just people and their heroic pride
just me and my hypocrisy
the spirit is singing lullabies
hide the doll under clouds of disparity
rain forth just another masterpiece.
The time of the year has come, I’ve prepared and prayed, sung and cried, feared and feared not, laughed and danced my way to this very eternity. The eternity of not knowing where exactly I am going, this very very summer.