Are you currently dating? Single? Are you scared to get hurt? And why? What has your past experiences been like?
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I am currently dating.
I am afraid to get hurt. Even though I like to cry a lot anyways.
Yesterday I saw this waitress I met a few times at the restaurant. I felt led to go eat there. I told her about waiting until marriage to have sex and she told me she wish she waited because maybe she wouldn’t have gotten married in her 40s, with a child. Then maybe her son would still be alive today.
I told her she no longer needed to regret the past because she is righteous in God’s eyes.
I said none of it was her fault.
My stomach felt upset and I didn’t know why. I realize that sometimes I overthink things.
I question my decisions because I’ve gotten hurt in the past so I want to shut down and not open up again. My past relationship traumatized me and I said “I won’t get into a relationship unless he is my husband”. It was a long time ago but it really f#$6 me up.
For some reason God is bringing the same situations into my life to heal the past.
“I forgive myself for the past” I said.
I even cried thinking about how I hurt my ex. He would always say “someday you’re going to meet your husband and leave me”. Eventually I did leave him, but not because I met my husband.
So do we live scared? Or do we live life?
Take chances, even though the consequences aren’t always ideal.
I had an emotional breakthrough yesterday. I felt numb for a few days, couldn’t feel my emotions for some reason. I was scared of pain. But I cried and I realized that it’s okay to love.
I always asked God “why do I keep loving that which will not last?”
God- I’m breaking off the fear of loss.
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