Sometimes I feel forgotten, many times in my life I felt disappointed with empty promises and I felt that I needed to trust myself alone…yesterday I had a dream that I was my birthday and there were no gifts. I felt devastated. Then these two best guy friends asked me to prom.

I’m in a season of waiting for my long awaited promises and my heart is running dry. 

I ask God – what would you do? Since I know 5 years of the year that the bamboo grows to infinite levels…he said “love yourself so deeply that none can invade your being”. 

Like that German girl downstairs who is frantically looking for a place to go next. And here I am lying in bed resting.

God hasn’t forgotten you or me; but sometimes it feels that way doesn’t it? 

Be patient, the best will come.