Last night the Lord told me to go to the Abbey and when I arrived I saw a guy sitting across. He had makeup on and a pair of glasses.
I gestured hello and asked if he wanted to sit with me. He was on the phone.
He came and sat with me and we talked about superficial stuff at first, things like “that bartender is so hot”. After a few hours he opened up to me.
I gave him a hug and he said that he was feeling suicidal all day and just wanted a hug. I asked why. I noticed that men started talking to me, or coming by to say hi. I saw his face. He would cringe and he would say things like “he is a jerk”.
He said that his ex boyfriend was abusive and hit him. He said that his ex changed his number so he could continue stalking him. “He would beat me”.
I told him that he deserved the best, he deserved to be loved and treated well. Even though he said he wasn’t Christian, I told him that God loved him very much.
I was saying that to myself as well. We laughed about things but I also felt this deep twinge of pain in my heart. When I got on the Uber, and of course the driver was Christian….I started crying and telling him that I deserved the best. He spoke very little English.
I kept saying “I deserve the best”.
The last two guys I went on dates with basically were in love with their exes or someone else for the last 10 years.
Was there something wrong with me? No.
I just deserve the best.
I’m not willing to be second best.
Heart, LISTEN, never settle.
Heart, YOU DESERVE THE FUCKING BEST!
I’m so grateful that God led me to this guy. He bought me a rose. I know a lot of people ask me why God would tell me to go to the Abbey. The truth is whether someone is gay, straight, bi or trans, they are all STARVING FOR LOVE.
WE ALL WANT TO BE LOVED.
And God sends me there to show them love.
He speaks to our souls and hearts, and He is so loving to break us free of our unbelief.
DO you believe? You deserve the best. You deserve his full attention, you deserve to be first in his life!
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